This story depicts a memoir of the author's life when secretly battling in abusive relationships. From the outside, her life appears normal and of high esteem but no one knows what goes on behind closed doors. Her picture perfect life is a fairy tale gone wrong. It conveys a message of transparency when dealing with rejection, abandonment, self-hate, desperation, low self-esteem, hopelessness, comparison, defeat and fear. But the outcome is far greater and demonstrates faith, reflection, self-discovery and the process of healing as a survivor. It not only shares the author's story in great detail but allows the reader to walk through their own journey and transformation while engaging in the reflections, meditation and journal entries of their own lives to continue overcoming their life obstacles.